I hear you. And I have....probably mistakenly....admitted publically that I will use it. But its 5 months away and a lot can happen. Why, I could misplace it right before I leave and in a panic have to buy another. That is why "How to wiggle out of shit" was one of my most valuable law school books.
Not setting this up but I would keep an eye on some Winkler knives popping up around here sometime soon. 😎😉